Gee-Rad So glad to see you well
Overcome and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends [repeated]
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down to choke you now
This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Cannot be your enemy.
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here
And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know
That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest
What if I'd been born fifty years before you
In a house on a street where you lived?
Maybe I'd be outside as you passed on your bike
Would I know?
And in a white sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognize
And I know
That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest
I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you
Next door there's an old man who lived to his nineties
And one day passed away in his sleep
And his wife; she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away
I'm sorry, I know that's a strange way to tell you that I know we belong
That I know
okay I finally took adams advice and actually got some sleep. Mostly cause I was afriad he might kick my ass I still feel exhausted though. Probably because I haven't got close to any sleep since we came home. I think its because I'm afraid too. I'm scared that when I fall asleep, something will happen to Andy. I know it's silly but I just can't sleep.
I'm back. And so goddamn tired. Everything went okay. I just hope it works. It should. Andy's way stronger than he looks. I love him so much. I'm just scared of loosing him. I'm being dumb, I know. I just can't help it.
I had a date last night. It was a lot of fun. First I took him to the arcade. He cheats at DDR. Then we went over to pizza hut and then to the lake. I really hope this isn't my only date with andy. I really like him
I think I might actually be liking someone again. He's adorkable and hot. even if he never showers Anyway! I'm so tired. and Adam's bed is super comfy. And Adams tummy makes a good pillow ^^
I'm in Bumfuck USA with Adam. I'm so happy to see him again! I missed him so much. Also today is the anniversery of my parents divorce. MY dad called saying he was gonna have a party. I love my father! Mom's an evil bitch though.
I'm feeling a little better. Bert and Adam have cheered me up alot. I still don't want to see Mikey right now. And for those who son't know whats been going on, jhere it is:
It turns out Mikey cheated on me. Three times. With Frank. And he decided to tell me this right after having sex. So now we're not together anymore. The end.
I love my brother. He's my beautiful angel. I was looking in the mirror this morning, trying to figure out what he wants with a little whore like me. I couldn't find anything, but it doesn't matter. I love him so much and he loves me
My room mate is the most fuckin rad person ever! I heart A-Lazz. My baby brother is here! I'm so fuckin happy about that. I love my Mikey more than anyone in this entire world. So if any of you hurt him, I will rip your ball out through your throat. got it? good. Benji's pretty awesome too.
This place is ok, i guess. Mom and Dad say its a good place to go to keep away from the evil temptations of girls. HA! If only they knew that their son was as straight as a rainbow. My mom would die of shock. yeah now I'm all giggly from the mental image